PISSED OFF!!

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Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang

Assalamu'alaykum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh

Semua sekarang ni tengah sibuk-sibuk pasal perjumpaan hari raya walaupun sebenarnya bukan kehendak kita. takpelah. ada hikmahnya. dan ana dah nampak satu hikmahnya. && thats to organise this together gether as 43 gigis..:)

Asyik bertutur dalam bahasa Melayu jek. Okay lah, post ni dalam bahasa Inggeris eh? Takpe takpe..nak cuba walaupun Bahasa Inggeris saya tak berapa baik. hee.

Actually, I've been wanting to post. It's just that I'd no oppurtunity to do that. I've been keeping too many things that I am not satisfied with what you girls been doing. I as your friend, feel the urge to say it out. Hope you girls won't mind. NO OFFENCE okay?

Last Friday morning, as I arrived to school, suddenly my prefect mate; head-prefect-to-be asked me a favour to read the pledge. Unfortunately, I could'nt because of my 'missing' voice. And she also could'nt read it as she suffered from influenza. Luckily, my other prefect mate did not refused. The one on duty always give the reason that she has no voice and has stage fright. I don't see that she is unable to do that as she can speak to her friends as usual. Surely every Fridat you don't lose your voice right? After that she said that she thought it was Friday. I was very very very..hmm..Never mind!!

Then, during assembly, usually students will give out the speech and secthree's turn is on EVERY Friday. My head-prefect-mate-to-be reminds them numerously. If there were absentees, there MUST be a substitute. Yet, last Friday all three of them PURPOSELY ABSENT. && there were NO SUBSTITUE. One of them INTENTIONALLY stayed in class. That time only ALLAH knows what i felt.

Out of sudden, the discipline teacher asked me to give out the speech instead. I panicked. "What am I going to say?" I asked myself. At the end, there is NO ONE giving out the speech! && the discipline teacher looked at me furiously.

Then as i climbing the stairs, my head-prefect-mate-to-be asked me to call the girls who stayed in class to come down and see the discipline teacher. Eventually she got more furious. Things changed soo fast! The day before i was just having a friendly nice chat with her and today(last Friday), she did'nt eve smiled at me. I was totally pissed off.

As waiting you girls coming into the classroom, I tried not to vent my anger to you by keeping in silence. As usual, we recite the du'a first before doing something else as examinations were over. And this is the part which made my anger really rises! Now you girls are reciting it to ALLAH yet you girls did not recite it in the proper manner. Some are talking, laughing, eating and many others that I don't wish to know. It really hurts!! If you don't want to recite the du'e then FINE! JUST RESPECT THE ONE WHO ARE RECITING! WHY CAN"T YOU REMAIN SILENT FOR A FEW MINUTES?! WE'RE ACTUALLY COMMUNICATING TO ALLAH, YET...huh! It's just..

Then, I got to know that you girls refused to give the sectwo's to use the stage yet you all agreed the day before. About this, I'm not sure. But if you did that, you were wrong for not fulfilling your promise.

You girls ain't no small kids anymore!! I think you know to differentiate the good and the bad right? GROW UP! BE MATURE! BE RESPONSIBLE!! NEVER GET OTHERS INTO TROUBLES!! I think you would'nt want your friends to be scolded or punished for your mistakes right?

Next year, we'll be the secfour's. We're are going to take the 'O' levels. Stop playing around! Stop everything which is not giving you any advantages! We'll have to suffer first before tasting the sweetness of suceess. So that, we'll have no regrets in life future. Allah SWT has also quoted in the al-Qur'aan, "Inna ma'al 'usri yusraa"

We ought to be the role model to our junoirs. Surely you won't want the juniors to be rude to you. But if you girls continue to behave like this, they will not respect us. You want that to happen? Come on..ALLAH gave each of us brain to THINK!! So think carefully of what I've said.

Okay, I won't be typing so long. Because later you claimed that I nagged at you. But I did all this for our benefits. I did this because I LOVE YOU!

I hope you all will not repeat the same mistakes and sorry for any typo or grammatical error.

I too want to say sorry if this post hurt you in some ways. Allahu'alam.

Wassalamu'alaykum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh